A toast, Jedediah, to love on my terms

[quote from Citizen Kane and also reginaspektor.net]
Hi.

Someone told me yesterday that I have "came out of my shell" this year. Really? Hmm. That's cool, I guess. Honestly though, I didn't realize it until now. I've opened up to some people about some things and found out new things about some people. It's great, you know?

I've been listening to the following songs on repeat for a few days now:

• Hallelujah [regina spektor cover]
• Open
  
• Hero of the Story
• Just like the Movies
• The Virgin Queen
• You
• Pound of Flesh
• Final Film Score Project

Most of those are regina spektor. Actually, no. All of those are reg.

BUT, don't think I'm limited. Throw in some GOLDFRAPP, some Elliott Smith, a bit of Rilo Kiley, a tad of La Bouche and WHALA! You have yourself some diversity.

In 2nd period each day, a friend and I write dirty notes and make inappropriate gestures at eachother. It's really funny to see peoples reactions, but we musn't crack a smile.

Currently reading: The Crucible

later
-Casey KITSCHens

I'm about to self conbust

So I got paid Friday. $180. [Plus, twenty left over from the last paycheck] Yeah, its minimum wage. I'm supposed to be buying a cell phone soon and I think I've decided on this one.
The thing is, I don't want ANY kind of contract, so it will add up to be a good $260. It's worth it though.

Decemeber 5th, I'll be happily freezing my arse off in Atlanta for the regina spektor show at the Tabernacle. I'm BEYOND excited. It's like if you had been trying to get a flower to bloom in the middle of winter. You tend to it, water it, provide it with warmth and nourishment, but it still just won't bud. Then one day you see a little green poke out of the ground. Not much, but its there. You've worked so hard to bring it to life and now it's really happening! The regina show is my little blooming bud.

I'm listening to GOLDFRAPP right now. New discovery, even though I heard the name in the movie Hard Candy. That movie was.....she cut his balls off! My God.

I'm tired of damn boys. Fuckin' A! Hinting to a guy...Hinting to a guy is like teaching Helen Keller to say "water". Even though they finally get it, they still don't know how to move on from there. There's only ONE thing I can do now. It's a little extreme, but doing it will tell me something I need to know. I can't wait any longer. Like I said, I'm about to burst