I take three L's to the head

Love. Live. Life. Then I'm dead.

A toast, Jedediah, to love on my terms

[quote from Citizen Kane and also reginaspektor.net]
Hi.

Someone told me yesterday that I have "came out of my shell" this year. Really? Hmm. That's cool, I guess. Honestly though, I didn't realize it until now. I've opened up to some people about some things and found out new things about some people. It's great, you know?

I've been listening to the following songs on repeat for a few days now:

• Hallelujah [regina spektor cover]
• Open
  
• Hero of the Story
• Just like the Movies
• The Virgin Queen
• You
• Pound of Flesh
• Final Film Score Project

Most of those are regina spektor. Actually, no. All of those are reg.

BUT, don't think I'm limited. Throw in some GOLDFRAPP, some Elliott Smith, a bit of Rilo Kiley, a tad of La Bouche and WHALA! You have yourself some diversity.

In 2nd period each day, a friend and I write dirty notes and make inappropriate gestures at eachother. It's really funny to see peoples reactions, but we musn't crack a smile.

Currently reading: The Crucible

later
-Casey KITSCHens

I'm about to self conbust

So I got paid Friday. $180. [Plus, twenty left over from the last paycheck] Yeah, its minimum wage. I'm supposed to be buying a cell phone soon and I think I've decided on this one.
The thing is, I don't want ANY kind of contract, so it will add up to be a good $260. It's worth it though.

Decemeber 5th, I'll be happily freezing my arse off in Atlanta for the regina spektor show at the Tabernacle. I'm BEYOND excited. It's like if you had been trying to get a flower to bloom in the middle of winter. You tend to it, water it, provide it with warmth and nourishment, but it still just won't bud. Then one day you see a little green poke out of the ground. Not much, but its there. You've worked so hard to bring it to life and now it's really happening! The regina show is my little blooming bud.

I'm listening to GOLDFRAPP right now. New discovery, even though I heard the name in the movie Hard Candy. That movie was.....she cut his balls off! My God.

I'm tired of damn boys. Fuckin' A! Hinting to a guy...Hinting to a guy is like teaching Helen Keller to say "water". Even though they finally get it, they still don't know how to move on from there. There's only ONE thing I can do now. It's a little extreme, but doing it will tell me something I need to know. I can't wait any longer. Like I said, I'm about to burst

One more time with feeling.

Has anyone else noticed that everyone is paired off? It's so wierd! Maybe it's a summer thing, but sheesh. It's hella lame for me :[ I'm kinda lonely, you know? Hmph.

I mean, I don't have trouble getting a boyfriend, its just that once I do, things change. You know me, I don't like change.

I feel really lame writing this, but it's true! I just want to feel some kind of affection for someone/ someone feels that way for me. Is that too much to ask?

My problem is, I don't like to put a ton of effort into a relationship and I think that's my downfall. I don't bother making myself look drop dead gorgeous, because it just can't be done. It's not a confidence thing, its the truth. Also, when the relationship feels like its slipping away, I let it. This was why my last one failed.

I want to be with someone right now. He knows this [i think]. It's complicated, but my gut is telling me just to go for it. Maybe I should listen to it and stop being such a pussy. I hate feeling vulnerable.


-scout was here.

Bow chicka whaw wow

Okay readers [i.e. hannah]. It's time for a blog update! yeah!

Yesterday: Went to the Georgia Aquarium and the CNN place. It was pretty cool. The otters were of course my favorite because those are my favorite animals and I WILL get one as a pet one day. Believe it. Speaking of otters, watch this video. It might just be the cutest thing in the entire world. Watch the whole thing, though. [don't worry, its not one of those scary things that pop out at you]





awwwww, isn't it cute?

The Flour Fight is Wednesday! I recommend bringing at least one bag of flour. It should be really fun, but it does get hard to breath in. Asthmatics may want to sit this one out.

Everyone Congratulate Hannah for passing one of her AP exams! And for the other thing that I'm not going to tell you about that is equally awesome! KA-BLAM!

I'm gone like Brittany Spear's hair. byebye

-scout

I'm on Stickam!

Express Yourself LIVE

I hope that works. Anyway, get an account on Stickam! It's awesome.


here's my url

http://www.stickam.com/profile/kitsch_

I'll break right through the irony

That's from a song that Hannah made me listen to. It's really good, actually. I'm listening to it now :]

So, tonight the gang went to see Transformers. It was pretty bitchin'. I liked the parts that didn't have the whorey girl in it. What a HO!

LOUIS IS THE BEST FRENCH KID EVA! I think I might kidnap him or hide in his luggage or something. This plan is still undecided, my friends.

We also went to Waffle House, aka a place for rednecks to hang out and sing the waffle house anthem. Tony doesn't work there anymore :[ He is prob. off to bigger and better things...like bartending! Laurie was there, though. She's hella tight and thinks Louis is cute. She's pretty much our hero. We should become regulars. no. We WILL become regulars.

I think, tomorrow I might go to Emily's house. I might have to actually ask her first but w/e. Maybe we will plan the next flour fight, which I hope everyone will be at. It's basically gonna blow your mind. BASICALLY.

Later, hoes.

-Scout

Third Flour fight party is happening soon.

Seriously. Look at this. You know you want to come to it.











This is the first flour fight EVA!
From left to right is Me, Jesse, Katie, Emily, and Kim.











The Second flour fight.
From left to right is Me, TL, Emily, Becca, and Sibela










This is a photo of the "Man-hunt" party at my house. Notice the deer head in the upper right corner. From left to right is MC, Katy, Travis [i think thats his name], and me.

Gotta catch 'em all!

Yeah....nothing really happened yesterday, but I wanted to show you that awesome Pokemon thing.

It's bittersweet symphony, this life.

Today was the 4th of July par-tay at Dirtee Robertee's house. It was hella fun because we had these really shitty fireworks that Chris thought were hilarious. Speaking of Chris, he wasn't that bad to hang out with tonight. He didn't insult me! :] yay! Even though, it's prob. because of Hannah. hahaha, she could def. whoop his ass. lol

I'm supposed to be grounded from the computer right now, but I snuck on like a badass. mwhahaha. *knock on wood*

Hannah and I are making TOP SECRET anklets tomorrow when I go to her house to spend the night. No-one but us can know what they mean. I can tell you this, we can't take them off until we reach our goal. I won't say the goal.

Also, tomorrow I'm going to a bible study that is supposed to help restore your faith. I need this like I need air right now. It's those awkward teenage years when you start questioning everything you believed in. I don't like it at all. Luckily, though, a friend of mine is going to help me through this one.

All my sins are being laid out on the table tomorrow evening, whether they like it or not. I'm hoping for one of those "weight lifted off" feelings.

Wow, can you say hypocrite. Dang.

-The self proclaimed Scout.



so confused right now

Ménage à trois

Frenchy will be here in 2 days!!!!!

weee!



Ménage à trois = Threesome


hells yeah ;].......kidding by the way

Loose Lips Sink Ships

My dad is watching a preacher on t.v.. He just said that "Loose Lips Sink Ships". I've heard that saying before but never actually knew what it meant. Now I think I got it. It was used in WWII by the soldier's who wrote letters home. If they mentioned anything about tactics, their location, etc., the letters may be found by the enemy. If that happened, the soldiers were screwed, basically.

Now, applying that quote to modern day life is pretty simple. For me, it means that words can destroy. It's true. Having mentioned that......FUCK YOU CHRIS, YOU DAMN CUNT MUNCHING ASS CLOWN.





end rant.

The Masturbation Song

It's coming along nicely. Hannah can write some wicked lyrics, man. The song itself if gonna be B.A.

We got dinner tonight at Atl. Bread Company. a.k.a. ABC. It was delicious. I got a turkey sandwich, chips, and a pickle! We talked about the song "Reading Time with Pickle" whilst I ate it. That song, by Regina Spektor, is basically about masturbating with a pickle [or at least thats what I think it's about].

Let me show you the lyrics.

Walking home from work
stop at the supermarket
the condiment aisle
a jar of pickles catches the eye
made eye contact with a solitary pickle
but the jar took it home
then made up the stairs
and made it through the doorway
and waded through the floor
tried to head in the general direction of the bathroom
the truest room in the whole damn hous

saying love is the answer to a question that I
have forgotten
and I know I've been asked
so the answer's got to be love

so feeding time with TV
then sleeping time not sleepy so reading time with pickle
but where the bedside lamp had been
is now emanating soft soft green
has it always been this way?
is it poossible that all this magic went unnoticed?

maybe now things will start to change,
and life will turn a better page
no more rage.

saying love is the answer to a question that I
have forgotten
but I know I've been asked
and the answer's got to be love
love

tomorrow back to work again
but run to the supermarket
running hopeful through the aisles
haven't been this happy in a long time
but not a single jar will smile
afterhours
man pickle jars are just pickle jars
and pickles are just pickles
ingredients: water, salt, cucumbers, garlic, and pickling spices

but love is the answer to a question that I
have forgotten
and I know I've been asked
and the answer's got to be love
love is the answer to a question that I
have forgotten
and I know I've been asked
and the answer's got to be love
and the answer's got to be love
and the answer's got to be love
and the answer's got to be love


That shit's the best. If you don't like it then shut the fuck up, no one cares [jeremiah]. I hate to mention his name but w/e, we know you hate her. shut the fuck up about it. sheesh. And don't lie and say I talk about her all the time. I don't.


Okay, sorry. Done ranting. Right now I'm listening to "F.C.P.R.E.M.I.X" by The Fall of Troy. Roddy introduced us to them. They're hella tight.


high five.

Coming OFF party.

Hannah bought me [..and jeremiah] SONIC! last night. Hannah and I had root beer floats and Jeremiah had some ice cream with shit it in. It was gooooddd.

Before that, we had gone to Guitar Center so I could buy some drum sticks. I ended up going with the cheaper sticks, because you know what? A drum stick is just a drum stick. Fuck high priced sticks!

Okay enough of that....
I think I have overdue library books. Hmm.

I woke up this morning in like a puddle of drool. I hate retainers. They make you drool insanely!

Who wants to go to Roberts yard sale? I do! We should all go. And by we I mean strictly Hannah, Jeremiah, Sean, Roddy, Me. hehehehe. I'm def. gonna buy that typewriter.

"Yay! Now we can go home and do homo things" - Sean to Jeremiah after passing one of those old guys who think the south will rise again.

New things happening.

Ok. Ok. Ok. Today? Yeah, I got the braces off. So, I was sitting there in the big chair thing and the lady takes them off. I didn't even realize she was doing it, it didn't hurt I mean. My teeth feel slimy....and BIG! But, Hannah says that's normal. Well, she didn't actually say that but fake support is better than no support! hahaha.

Yeah, so Hannah got me to write in this blog. I might as well try it. I feel like I should mention the band. You see, Roddy had this idea of getting a band together and I was all "yeah that sounds hella fun" and Sean was all "yeah, count me in" and Jeremiah was all "ugh, no.".

The band now includes : Roddy [bass or guitar, he's still deciding], Me [Drums], and Sean [keyboard]


"All's we need now" is a singer. You interested? Email me, sucka.

First post of the new year

Hello, allow me to introduce myself using these convieniont bullets [no particular order]

• I'm Casey


• I'm 16 [almost]


• I like to think I'm laid back, but sometimes I'm told to slow down


• I tend to over-obsess about many things. [i.e.-Regina Spektor, greys anatomy, pirates of the carribbean 1 and 2, british actors]


• On Fridays you can usually find me hanging out with my friends over at roberts, all of which are guys. The reason being, guys dont start drama. gay gay gay drama


• I am taking Drawing and Painting this year and plan to not take art next year, ha.


• My mom still tucks me in at night


• I carry around a cut out pocket from my pajamas as a little drawstring bag


• I never leave the house without my chapstick


• I'm not sure what Im going to do when I grow up


• I use the word gay, not meaning homosexual, but more like "crappy"


• I'm a republican


• I have trouble pulling off all-nighters, because i love sleeping


• I play the drums


• I try hard in school, but i could try harder


• I'm an exuce maker, i make excuses


• I'm scared to be vunerable


• Music isn't exactly my life, but does get me through it a tad bit easier


• Over the summer, i never missed an episode of family fued, unless i was gone


• I'm not for the rainbow colors, only because if you wear it people are all "your gay"


• I have a myspace, im not proud of it


• I enjoy watching movies, watching the sky at night, being freezing then jumping into a warm bed, re-arranging my wall decorations, and making things.


• Amy Sedaris, Conan O'brien, and McDreamy are my heroes

That covers most of the stuff that you definetly did not need to know, right? Okay good. How are you? No really, tell me how it's going. I need some kind of sign that people are reading this. I'm sorry, its late and I really need to get to bed. I promise I'll try to update daily, even if no-one reads this. Goodnight

-Casey