One more time with feeling.

Has anyone else noticed that everyone is paired off? It's so wierd! Maybe it's a summer thing, but sheesh. It's hella lame for me :[ I'm kinda lonely, you know? Hmph.

I mean, I don't have trouble getting a boyfriend, its just that once I do, things change. You know me, I don't like change.

I feel really lame writing this, but it's true! I just want to feel some kind of affection for someone/ someone feels that way for me. Is that too much to ask?

My problem is, I don't like to put a ton of effort into a relationship and I think that's my downfall. I don't bother making myself look drop dead gorgeous, because it just can't be done. It's not a confidence thing, its the truth. Also, when the relationship feels like its slipping away, I let it. This was why my last one failed.

I want to be with someone right now. He knows this [i think]. It's complicated, but my gut is telling me just to go for it. Maybe I should listen to it and stop being such a pussy. I hate feeling vulnerable.


-scout was here.

Bow chicka whaw wow

Okay readers [i.e. hannah]. It's time for a blog update! yeah!

Yesterday: Went to the Georgia Aquarium and the CNN place. It was pretty cool. The otters were of course my favorite because those are my favorite animals and I WILL get one as a pet one day. Believe it. Speaking of otters, watch this video. It might just be the cutest thing in the entire world. Watch the whole thing, though. [don't worry, its not one of those scary things that pop out at you]





awwwww, isn't it cute?

The Flour Fight is Wednesday! I recommend bringing at least one bag of flour. It should be really fun, but it does get hard to breath in. Asthmatics may want to sit this one out.

Everyone Congratulate Hannah for passing one of her AP exams! And for the other thing that I'm not going to tell you about that is equally awesome! KA-BLAM!

I'm gone like Brittany Spear's hair. byebye

-scout

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I hope that works. Anyway, get an account on Stickam! It's awesome.


here's my url

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I'll break right through the irony

That's from a song that Hannah made me listen to. It's really good, actually. I'm listening to it now :]

So, tonight the gang went to see Transformers. It was pretty bitchin'. I liked the parts that didn't have the whorey girl in it. What a HO!

LOUIS IS THE BEST FRENCH KID EVA! I think I might kidnap him or hide in his luggage or something. This plan is still undecided, my friends.

We also went to Waffle House, aka a place for rednecks to hang out and sing the waffle house anthem. Tony doesn't work there anymore :[ He is prob. off to bigger and better things...like bartending! Laurie was there, though. She's hella tight and thinks Louis is cute. She's pretty much our hero. We should become regulars. no. We WILL become regulars.

I think, tomorrow I might go to Emily's house. I might have to actually ask her first but w/e. Maybe we will plan the next flour fight, which I hope everyone will be at. It's basically gonna blow your mind. BASICALLY.

Later, hoes.

-Scout

Third Flour fight party is happening soon.

Seriously. Look at this. You know you want to come to it.











This is the first flour fight EVA!
From left to right is Me, Jesse, Katie, Emily, and Kim.











The Second flour fight.
From left to right is Me, TL, Emily, Becca, and Sibela










This is a photo of the "Man-hunt" party at my house. Notice the deer head in the upper right corner. From left to right is MC, Katy, Travis [i think thats his name], and me.

Gotta catch 'em all!

Yeah....nothing really happened yesterday, but I wanted to show you that awesome Pokemon thing.

It's bittersweet symphony, this life.

Today was the 4th of July par-tay at Dirtee Robertee's house. It was hella fun because we had these really shitty fireworks that Chris thought were hilarious. Speaking of Chris, he wasn't that bad to hang out with tonight. He didn't insult me! :] yay! Even though, it's prob. because of Hannah. hahaha, she could def. whoop his ass. lol

I'm supposed to be grounded from the computer right now, but I snuck on like a badass. mwhahaha. *knock on wood*

Hannah and I are making TOP SECRET anklets tomorrow when I go to her house to spend the night. No-one but us can know what they mean. I can tell you this, we can't take them off until we reach our goal. I won't say the goal.

Also, tomorrow I'm going to a bible study that is supposed to help restore your faith. I need this like I need air right now. It's those awkward teenage years when you start questioning everything you believed in. I don't like it at all. Luckily, though, a friend of mine is going to help me through this one.

All my sins are being laid out on the table tomorrow evening, whether they like it or not. I'm hoping for one of those "weight lifted off" feelings.

Wow, can you say hypocrite. Dang.

-The self proclaimed Scout.



so confused right now