they jokingly nicknamed it the porridge

While I'm waiting on this video to finally upload, I'll update this thing.


I'm taking into account, the things that are important to me. There's an order we use, subconsciously and consciously, and we arrange things according to importance to us. My list is...barren.

The most important thing to me is feeling important to not only a girlfriend or boyfriend, but to myself.

And I've learned that you can't seek for that importance in the amount of friends you have, the kind of clothes you wear, the kind of car you drive, or false hopes of acceptance.

So starting now, these days are mine. The things that make me happy and feel important to myself will be the main focus. Life is TOO SHORT to stress. I don't want to waste "the best years of my life" wondering if things could have been better. I'm going to kill brain cells, listen to shitty music, drink all the soda and eat all the candy I want, and not care if you and your morals disagree.

now i'm going to the park to play guitar with brody.

-casey